Elwing's Flight

Thoughts from a girl as she flies over the sea.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Time for another update!

Wow... a lot can happen in a month! And it's been more than that, so I suppose it's time for me to write something again. It might be a bunch of random somethings, though.

Lol, the only reason I have time to do this is that my English class had its little evaluation thing today so it only lasted 10 minutes. Now I'm just hanging out in the library until French. :)

ONLY TWO AND A HALF MORE WEEKS LEFT UNTIL SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow. This semester has gone a lot faster than the last one! I can't believe my first year in college is almost over. I'm ready for it to be over right now... I'm so insanely busy right now. Today's my birthday but I've been forgetting it all the time this past week... just too much else to think about. Besides, I'm not exactly pumped about being a year shy of 20... I'm not exactly upset either. It's weird.

So yeah... between running the last leg of school, dancing 10 hours a week plus performances, going on tour with my choir and getting ready for our concert this Thursday, being a youth group support staffer, being involved in 3 Bible studies, going to a prom, teaching hammered dulcimer lessons and starting a job with Arbonne, spending some time with friends and attempting to find time to clean my room and do laundry once in awhile haha... I'm a little busy right now! It's all awesome stuff I'm doing though and I wouldn't stop any of it... well except maybe some of the school, lol. I do feel like I'm where God wants me to be right now, though, and I'm incredibly happy with where He's put me. I love all the stuff I've been doing! It has been a little stressful at times, though, when it all comes crashing down on my head at the same time.

I am excited though, because after school's out, I'll have a lot more time on my hands. It's been sooooo disappointing this year... I feel like I've really been horrible at dance this year because I just haven't had time to practice at all. Last year I practiced almost every day. I remembered most if not all of the steps, I was prepared for each class, I actually sometimes felt like I was doing somewhat good... and this year it's just been crazy. I've really enjoyed it, of course, but I just feel like I've been doing a really bad job. So yeah... I'm looking forward to having time to get some practicing in. And maybe to choreograph a dance or two, hehe.

Last weekend, though insane, was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! First of all my choir tour was on Thursday. We sang at a few schools did a nice hour long show at the capitol, plus went out for lunch at Spaghetti Warehouse and visited the Bombing Memorial. I really enjoyed spending time with my choir friends and getting to know some of them more. It was an awesome but looooong day. The next morning was the parade, and our troupe danced in it!! It was so much fun!! Perfect weather, though a bit hot for us. Problem was, we hadn't had practice in awhile, so although we had been in hardshoes a lot it hadn't been as much as normal. All this is to say that most of us got HUGE blisters... I had one on the ball of my foot at least an inch wide. Hehe... it was lovely. But painful. Now it's turned into a callous though, so yay. More protection for my poor feet... now I'm really having to remember that verse, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!"

Immediately after that, I went home to take a shower, eat, somewhat rest while doing that, get my stuff together and head over to Kaitlin's house to get ready for the prom! Stephen and I were going to his prom that night!!! And the homeschool prom happened to be on the same night, so Kaitlin, Sara, Lora, Kara, Hannah and I all got ready together. We went to go get our hair done, too... much fun!! Though a little stressful because I was already really tired and I had been running late to everything all day. So that was kind of hard. But as soon as I walked down the stairs and saw Stephen looking absolutely amazing in his tux, I felt a whole lot better hehe. Actually it was God, but still Stephen did look absolutely amazing in his tux. ;)

Prom was AWESOME. AWESOME. AWESOME. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow. I really don't know what else to say except that GOD IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL. And Stephen rocks my world. :)

Pics should be up on our website or maybe here as soon as we can get them, though it might be a bit.

I did have a little trouble staying awake the next day though... I didn't go to sleep until 7 am because of the afterparty! It was sooo fun though. I woke up in time to go to the Mexico fundraiser dinner at our church for lunch, and then head over to our last real troupe practice of the year... sigh! I can't believe it's already that time of year again! The recital is coming up... I can't wait!

And after the recital... MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO FREAKIN EXCITED ABOUT MEXICO THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been missing it all year... now I am SOOO ready to go back. I miss it so insanely much. Hmm... sometimes I wonder why I don't feel like I do in Mexico all the time... I mean, the best thing about Mexico is seeing so clearly God working, and often seeing him use me. Also just getting a sense of God's love and holiness and power and beauty. But all that is true all the time... I wonder how to break out of the ordinary while still being in my ordinary world? I guess that's a goal of mine. I've seen it in a lot of ways, like through dance or through Stephen or through Wildlife or a lot of other things actually, but I am so not there yet. But that's okay... none of us are I guess.

See you all later!

Rachel

20 Comments:

  • At 4/26/2006 8:20 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Happy late birthday!

     
  • At 4/29/2006 5:08 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I meant to tell you happy birthday at dance class, but you weren't there, and then I wasn't thinking when I saw you last night. Oh well. Happy Birthday, a little late. ;-)

     
  • At 4/29/2006 7:17 PM, Blogger £l §tévó said…

    Happy belated birthday Rache! K yeah, prom was absolutely positiviley incredibly insanely awesome! You are soooooooo gorgeous! I swear I'm the luckiest guy ever. Schools almost over, hang in there! I'll keep praying for you. I'm really excited about Mexico too! God is amazing. I love you.

     
  • At 4/29/2006 11:00 PM, Blogger frisbeegurl said…

    Haha yay! I'm glad.. although you've been having a good semester. Or.. so it seems through your post. Happy birthday 4 days late hehe.. I hope going to my concert on your birthday wasn't a bummer or anything hehe.. Thanks for coming though! I'm glad that dance and everythings going pretty well. And I'm sure you're doing wonderful in dance even though you feel like you're not.. knowing you hehe. Because of course.. you always do wonderfully! Ok well.. I must go now.. I've got an enormous paper to finish before tommorow.. or I might not make it to my own birthday party.. heh.. Love you!
    Sara

     
  • At 5/03/2006 11:12 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Rachel, you're so blessed! Thanks for sharing.
    Also, you may FEEL like you've been doing horribly in dance, but IT'S NOT TRUE! Think about what is true, and your feelings will follow.
    heh, I be he did look great in his tux. and I bet you did look gorgous. I'm glad you had a good prom.
    :-D

     
  • At 5/04/2006 10:11 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    smack. spam has found you.

     
  • At 5/04/2006 10:42 PM, Blogger Rachel said…

    Not anymore! Yay for those handy dandy trash can thingies!

     
  • At 5/06/2006 9:37 PM, Blogger £l §tévó said…

    yes, she did look gorgeous. no i didnt look great, lol.

     
  • At 5/07/2006 12:03 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Well, I'm glad somebody deletes the spam, because that stuff could lead to trouble.

     
  • At 5/17/2006 12:34 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hey this is random, but my com crashed several weeks ago and i lost miss sarah's email address....raaaachel???

    thx, Sarah

    p.s. I don't like me right now. Explanation later. Big rant now that i won't post.

     
  • At 5/17/2006 2:50 PM, Blogger Rachel said…

    Hey Sarah! I'm sorry that you don't like yourself right now... what's up?

    Hmm... I shouldn't post her address online, but I forgot your email address. Do you think you could tell me your address and I'll send the info to you?

    Rache

    P.S. And yes, Stephen, you looked AMAZING.

     
  • At 5/17/2006 8:27 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    To prevent anyone's email address being posted online, perhaps you could email the information to my account on the Yahoo! group and I could pass it on.

    If you ask me, she's mad at herself for being human, but I'll let her tell her side of the story.

     
  • At 5/18/2006 7:03 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Wellllll ACTUALLY William, yes, I was mad at me 4 being human, bcz humans are mean, selfish, inconsiderate creatures...;-) This girl me and laynie used to babysit sent elaine a letter, and on the back there was a very forboding(sp?) "Not a friendly letter" I immediately thot that it was bcuz neither of us had written them in 4eva, then got2 thinking "I haven't emaild miss sarah, called cara or wrote to these little kids!! I promised to keep in touch...W if they fling themselves off a bridge bcz of me???(Ok, so I wasn't actually that worried about that 1)" and it turns out it had nothing 2do with us, she was mad at a boy in her neihborhood...anyway, we calld them, I feel betr now.

     
  • At 5/19/2006 1:32 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    "humans are mean, selfish, inconsiderate creatures"

    Ah, yes, I forgot. Glad I'm a Martian. Also glad that it turned out okay. Also am wondering why I only have one complete sentence in here. Have figured out am tired. 1:26 a.m. That's why.

    Okay, so I could write better if I wanted to, but this was more fun.

     
  • At 5/24/2006 2:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Rachel! Yes! a LOT can happen in a month! & tomorrow it will have been Another Month! & recital is upon us!! Ack!!

     
  • At 6/06/2006 10:48 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hey Rachel! good to see you today. Have fun and stay safe in Mexico!

     
  • At 6/21/2006 8:19 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I'm with Kara :)

     
  • At 7/26/2006 2:16 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hey, Rachel. Miss readin' updates on how you're doin' and what you're doin'.

     
  • At 10/21/2006 2:25 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    did Rachel die or something without bothering to post it on her blog?;-)

    Sarah

     
  • At 10/24/2006 11:12 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Neu Post, Bitte!

     

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